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Tuesday, October 30, 2007 - 12:35 PM

someone just kill me or my mother please
i was supposed to go to school with phang today
but then my mum went screaming,shouting and even slamming things
she keep showing me attitude
so in the end we arranged to meet 2moro when my mum's working
but i don't understand what did i do to get all this
i merely wanted to go to school
i hate school holidays
at least on school days,i can still go to school and meet my friends
but now,i'm being forced to stay at home and do all the house chores
and my mum's angry because i have to go to school
and can't stay at home and do all those house chores
what stupid reason is that
you might say it's only right for me to help
but there's not only me living in that house
i'm not the only one taking money
you keep making me feel the unfairness
making me feel like crying
if i had a choice
i would leave this house
i wouldn't choose to be your good girl
cause being your good girl
there's so much to do,so much to listen to,so much that i cannot do
there's only 2 differences between us
that is you are the mother,you go to work
and i am the child and i go to school
you said we won't know how difficult it is to work
i admit i won't know
but do you also know how difficult it is to study
when your parents are giving you all the stress
at least when you work
you won't have a result slip that you would have to show your parents
and they might even scold you right
but we have
and we have to show it to you
you will start scolding and nagging at us if we did badly
see the difference
you might have your own stress that i don't know also
but we have our own stress too that i doubt you know
when you are angry
you let off by shouting,screaming at us
sometimes even slamming things
but when we are angry
what can we do
we can't shout or scream at you right
if we start slamming things,we would get more scoldings
i cannot seem to listen to you
cause you don't let me feel that you are fair
and i don't feel that you are even like an adult