i envy.i envy those who have lovely friends around them.not that i don'ti do have a bunch of lovely friends around me.just that the problems lies with me i guess.i don't know how to divide up myself equally.i sometimes lie or exaggerate certain things.but only certain things.i know if i write these outyour might find it hard ever to trust me again.but at least i have the courage to admit my mistakes.so here's a big sorry to those i have lied or exaggerated to beforeI'M SORRY.i promised i will try to changemaybe you might think i am trying to lie again.maybe it's all too late already.maybe it's too late to change.i don't know what else to say other than apologising and promising i will try to changeevery time i made a mistake.i don't know what i am trying to say and what i am trying to typeit's so stupidignore this post if you want.please,still friends like last time?
