my bestie hates me)): ALOT! because i told her something i dun mean it and she hates me ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT should i just bang against the wall and die? maybe not,that's too painful): i bet nobody will even bother): inside me i'm feeling very terrible)): i shouldn't have even been born into this world? i'm just creating troubles for people and i'm wasting space,foods,resources and everything): God shouldn't have even created me): i'm just some wastage that makes people angry and i'm just someone who makes people waste their energy on hating me): i'm tired,people are tired,so why not i just die and everything will be settled or maybe i should transfer to some other school or maybe i should migrate to somewhere where nobody noes me? i already dun have a perfect family and now wat? imperfect friendship? i'm really tired
